i have the meanest-looking CRS teacher ever.
she does not only look mean, SHE IS MEAN!
so. okay. SUPER WHITEZ. hahahhaha!

yesterday was 3 hours of FOM filled with anxiety,kanchiong-ness and whatever you can think of.
tell me how would you feel when you have only 1.5 h
to finish presentation slides filled with researches,
present at the end of 1.5h with the internet connection down.

made us all panick like mad,carrying laptops around the class room
just to look for the best spot with the best connection.
but overall quite okay i guess.

ahhhhh. the flu bug caught up with me.
tsk!

omg! its CRS test tomorrow.
everything i researched on somehow seem so off point.
seem to make sense yet not?
and i keep worrying about whether or not i've identified the research points and fallacy point correctly.
i hope the teacher won't look so fierce during the test or i'll just screw it up.

and tomorrow's FOM pbl. damn. i still dont know how to use factiva and eliser thing.

omg. please let this pass quick.

oh NOES!
i regretted eating that piece of chocolate before sleep yesterday night.
i woke up with slight throat irritation.
man. i hope it goes away soon :x

CRS with amanda today.
and we got a little hyped over the macs monopoly stickers.

FROM AMANDA ( only! heh!) : ANY ONE HAS JOO CHIAT ROAD?LAONIANG WANNA GO HAWAIIII!

the yeah. boring crs. sucha short passage yet giving us so much trouble.
parkway for koi and homed :)

SPSS yesterday was hell.
he said it was gonna be similar but i can't find any similarity at all.
dang. kena scammed again!
so.. dah dah dah.
FOM lecture was as usual with videos and games.
believe it or not, he spent 30mins on the game and 15 mins on lecture.

and in the evening was "that is it." with classmates.
well, i was never a MJ fan, but i find his moves and all so awesome.

CRS-ing tomorrow. okay. byeee.

pacc lecture for just 10 mins.
like 10 mins?

early lunch at fc5 with others.
then gems.
thank god gems was so much better than last week with a different tutor.
the contents were lighter plus its a lil common sense as well.
i enjoyed it so much yet she ended the lesson at 2, which is an hour earlier.

and band room wasn't open when i passed it so i decided to come home first.

i'm starting to feel lethargic. shall go rest and leave for band soon!

my left eye kept twitching just now before band started.
and viola! bad luck camee!

band started fine.
until i realise i had to play alone for la forza.
you know, i'm so used to relying on the seniors that i literally skip those parts i dont know during combines. and i never bothered to practice those solos/1 player parts properly.
lesson learnt, stop cheating in band pracs and practice harder!

then a stand crashed on to my thumb while i always adjusting it.
omg. but fortunately its my right thumb.

the only good thing was i didn't squeak as much :)

i dont know if sleeping is the reason to my sensitivity to my low C and A recently.
i find A very sharp and C very flat. but the tuner tells me otherwise sometimes.

okay. enough of rants about band.

I WILL NEVER LOSE MOTIVATION :):)
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because i never had motivation.

good or bad?

and procrastination never fail to be present in me.
i opened up the SPSS file 20 mins ago.
and i only completed 1 question.

and omg. its gems again. all the alienated words.
E.coli?psuedomanas?procaryotes?
i still dont have a single clue what all those are.
and the test is on week 7.
sigh.

p/s.THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST.
i'm still loving school for now :)
of course with great mrt khakis! heh!

just when i rejoiced yesterday about hols approaching,
i realise there's like so many things due in the coming weeks.
should i even feel stress or am i supposed to?
and thur's SPSS lab test. revise please!

dumb me with stupid tongue,slow brain and fingers.
maybe i should just accept the fact i'm a slow learner.
i misptiched the high notes MANY times today.
i squeaked a gazillion times today.
so much for a birthday sms that told me not to squeak so much after turning 17.

jam.jams.jam-ed.jamming.jammmm.